Tuesday, February 28, 2006

New Template Up!

Cool right? Some of you may not think so but personally I think it is. Never felt my blog so cool before...haha, esp that Ichigo at the side (prefer him in shinigami uniform though). Whatever. Anyway pls leave your comments on this new layout at the tagboard. Improvements, suggestions, criticisms, anything, just make sure they are constructive. The 'C' and 'H' are not used at the moment, wonder what I shld put there...

Yup, tmr is 'The Day'...it has finally come. As for the review of papers, I wun be doing it. Who cares abt the papers? Results are all that matter now. I think I'm rather stupid to come up with this silly plan, haha.

Must slp early tonight to prepare for the very busy day tmr. Luckily the release of results falls nicely in place with both my driving and jap lessons.

Monday, February 27, 2006

Renovation in progress....

Changing my blog template...hehe...coming soon!

Sunday, February 26, 2006

Mind administeration

Wed...would be a very busy day for me. Have stuff in the morning, afternoon and night. But I guess this is nothing compared to those BMT guys who might book out in that morning and book in again that night. That would also be the day of the class' (well, most of it) final gathering. We might see some ppl for the last time in next few years, or probably forever. Why so pessimistic? Haha, becos I doubt anyone will seriously organise another class outing for the years to come.

The past few months I've been spending my life through the net, participating more actively in forums, but I still have the feeling of emptiness. Socialising through the net doesn't feel so solid, the warmth from others seems so artificial. Impression is only given thru words they type, and probably their avatar pictures and signature. Their true personalities and thoughts still lie far beyond discovery. But then without forums, I'll be more lonely than ever, enclosing myself at home for most of the time.

Must thank Han for helping me to push my enlistment date earlier (if it was supposed to be later), 21 April. Ample time for me to prepare and yet not too much waiting. I dunno how he did it, but thanks anyway! However until I receive the letter of confirmation, I wun be totally at rest. CMPB can be quite screwed up sometimes.

Went to visit my grandma who suffered a stroke. My mum and her sisters were discussing whether to let her go in peace or continue the tormenting treatment. Haiz... Of course when I grow old I wouldn't want such case to happen to me, but who are we to control our health? Life...

Actually wanted to create a story based on 'Judgement Day' (wed lah), like the previous 'Defence of the Chemistry'. But then the time is too short, probably no one will visit my blog until after the 'judgement' is 'passed'. And I think I suck in writing stories. Even after experiencing so many RPG games my plot ideas are still so bland. Next time ba, until I come up with a better story. Take note I'm talking abt fantasy, real life story is a no-no for me.

And ya, I dun intend to reveal my actual results in my blog...haha. So please contact me personally if you're curious. But I think I shall give a overall review of the papers I did last year (as far as I can remember) as well as what others think abt it.

I think my tagboard looks pathetic...gotta change it soon. Hopefully I wun have to use so many shortforms to shorten my tag.

Jocie Guo Mei Mei...I think I'm starting to appreciate her more. Went to watch her first sg 'qian4 chang4 hui4' somemore...haha. She's very skinny leh, hands so boney =S. She likes to put on a lot of eye makeup, to make her eyes look big big one...haha, like dolls. She's becoming like sg version of Cyndi liao, haha. Actually I dun understand why so many ppl hate Cyndi and her voice... (let's not talk abt behind the scenes, we know she's very dao in real life) Anyway Jocie appeared in Superhost finals just now, sang Bu Pa Bu Pa, a bit unsuitable for the occasion...haha.

Do you think I'm very 哈日? Sry...this qn suddenly come out from my mind. It seems like nobody ard me is sharing the same interest as I am. How to express '哈日' in English ah? Laugh Japanese? Nvm...

You know what? I really look forward to my jap lessons every week, though it's at night and tedious to travel to and fro my 'ulu' home and city. Never had the true feeling of enjoying lessons before. (attending lessons in school is more like a chore) I guess this is why ppl say 'always pursue your interest'.

During my visit to the hospital today, I suddenly took notice at the moving document boxes that I used to be fascinated in when I was small. Last time I used to visit the hospital every now and then (some inherent medical problem). I always look forward to observing those boxes. Whenever I see one, I would attempt to follow where it moved, until it went through a small flap on the wall. But now, I think those document boxes are phased out alr, esp with the advanced technology we have nowadays. Btw anyone knows why such boxes only appear in hospitals? Why schools and offices do not have the same thing...

Oh no, talking abt document boxes, I'm thinking of sandwich, fried rice and bundung...the hospital nostalgia... Ya, I've been hospitalised before, for a small operation. And the toy truck I had beside my ward bed... Ok I think I better stop here before going overboard.

Friday, February 24, 2006

日本語のエンツリ

こんにちは。はい、これは第一の日本語のエンツリですよ。日本語の勉強が面白いです。日本のアニメと漫画が好きです。将来日本へ行こうと想います。あの、エーレヴァ成績はいつ発表するんですか。待たないね。終わればいいですか。ええ、じゃあ。

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Bitxhy

Just completed my auto transmission lessons. Auto is very relax lor, left leg and left hand can slack most of the time. No clutch, no gear change to worry abt, 3 cheers for auto cars!!! Unfortunately my attention on the road seems to drift off more easily in an auto car. Sometimes drive halfway can plunge into a state of daydream one =s, cos too relax liao. Very dangerous hor? Today I kept making a lot of stupid mistakes, those that I din commit before. I think I'm too complacent already...haha, luckily I'm driving a manual car for TP test, as for the future...nvm.

One bad thing abt auto is that I seem to lose control of the car at some moments, probably due to the lower sensitivity of the brake and accelerator, or maybe not i dunno. I like what the instructor describes, "auto no need driver to move one" and "even kids can drive an auto car". Really true lor, once the gear is moved to 'D', the car can potentially move by itself liao. This is really bad for drunk drivers. All the accidents involving underaged kids driving their parents car, the car confirm must be auto one. Without prev guidance and teaching, I doubt anyone can handle (or even move) a manual car on his/her own.

*Prays that I can pass my driving test like Wenjia* (sarcasm intended)

I want to bitch abt kbox food. I think the beef steak is really horrible, specially the meat which tasted like rubber. Most parts of the meat cannot be cut by knife and fork, esp the elastic parts. Had a tough time trying to extract the cut-able meat >_<, leftover was a 'pile of rubber'. I know some of them eat those but I dun really fancy them... And the tidbits too, tasted quite stale to me, gave me the impression that those were expired >_<. Ate them anyway cos I was too hungry. I dun really understand why kbox insist customers on eating their horrid food... Just wanna pay for the room and karaoke system only.

I feel like typing a Japanese blog entry (a short one, is it fine with you all? haha). The kanji can help a lot in understanding what I'm trying to say. Or shld I type in chinese instead? >_>

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Cao Cao

Wah, this JJ's song is really nice! The type of music I like! Sounds like some drama theme to me, haha.

Sianz, cannot get in by April...lots of free time ahead. I'm running out of programmes to plan already, it seems like the need to find a job is more crucial now. Shld I do relief/tuition teaching? Can apply for early enlistment or not? Haiz, I think this is really a waste of my youth leh. I feel like I'm getting older alr, like some retired ah pek staying at home everyday zuo bo.

If I knew I'm going to enlist that late I would probably find Mr Tan and request for a maths relief job liao. The bad part is having to handle students, sigh.

Since handling students is not a job for me, I think I'll be better off being a student instead, like now. Piano lessons? Ah, too late too late liao, my fingers shld be frozen by this age. Cooking lessons? Hmm, at home alr got a free tutor. Malay lessons? Not bad but skali I mix jap and malay up then die liao. Sg Idol? Queue too long lah, lazy to queue, I also no talent. I'd look more like Sg Idiot. Retake A lvls? Haha, I'm thinking of Bio...hee.

Monday, February 13, 2006

I'm not enlisting in April

No, I'm not.

I repeat, I'm not

m nto